today's e math mock exam were interesting.
i am so glad that i know how to do the questions, but big tummy lim says that it is common that everyone can do, it is the careless mistake that
differentiate the grades. some questions were taught by jess. today, i successfully applied, but dunno right or wrong.
ha!


however, i didn't get to finish the whole paper. I know it clearly that i am slow, ppl take 1h45 mins to finish, i need 3h becos i have forgotten all the fomulas or in fact dunno them at all.
although there is not much time left from the O,
but still learn them one by one without wasting much time.
i am so grateful to have jess such a fren to teach me and lend her completed paper to me, helping me to rewind. sometime she will teach me till vomit blood, but thanks to her.
i have learn many e- maths things from her.


Anyway the very main thing is.... the class was getting too noisy. it was at first the other classes students outside the classroom shouting aloud.
but soon it was not the outside. but turned the inside.
they were not being considerate by doing that. although most of our classmates are clever ppl and fast worker who may have long-finished the paper, but what about those who are slower? we can't assumed that everyone had alr finished and was just waiting for time to be up and therefore make noises for fun and entertainment.
other ppl although minority will get somehow distracted.
So what if it is a mock exam? this incident made me feel that even us, SEC5, 17 year old student require a teacher to discipline us.



I have also understand why big tummy lim always being "Unreasonable" ( but in fact he is not that bad) towards us. he have his unique way of treating his student. esp those who "WEIRD BLUE" (in hokkien) no matter how weird your blue is, it will never be weirder than his. although i am not that weird blue, i am always not comfortable talking to him because i realise that he dun really trust student and is too confident of his assumption. i might not be able to take it when someone talks to me as if i am a bad person who cannot be trusted at all. this is becoz i hate ppl who cannot be trusted. that's why i dun wan to communicate with him much to prevent such thing happen again. overall he is a good teacher:D i still like him as a teacher.



i am clear that i am A STUDENT in his class, and he is a LAW BY LAW teacher who cannot be offended but can take jokes. he is clear about all the rules and regulations in the sku and had fully learn all the smelly pattern of students. so better not try to be a "SMART" student who debate with him unless u are full of confident and clear of understand and purpose in school. maybe its because his previous classes are too mischievous causing him to lose faith in students.


i was once very disappointed by his action.
the action's message sent to me was " sorry, i can't believe you." when it was a time that i tell him something that is true, but often being used by other student as an excuse.
during that moment i feel that the world is forcing us to tell lies because many can't believe students can be honest. i hold on to my emotion, trying to cool myself down.
Out of no where, he ask me to go and talk to him.
before he say anything, i cried. he was very surprise and ask me why am i crying.
i was a little angry and disappointed towards him becoz i look high up on him. but now i understand. but cannot blame him. just like a child who does not have a good family, we can't blame the child for being ill-discipline.



from there onwards, he thought that i am a gu niang who is very afraid of his fierceness.
Please la!!!! fierce so what? if u are nothing to me, u fierce to me untill u burst i also no effect arh.....


In fact i am really afraid of his melodious voice that might one day break my ear drum.....