i feel so tired on the sunday service................

i wish not to go there. its far and idiotic. at there, i have very little patient and strength to sing song there and actually did not really go and listen to what is the lyrics. i sing sing sing, after a while, i found myslf not singing, so i sing sing sing again, and then the same thing happen.i feel like i am forcing myself.

but somehow my mind just wan to listen to songs like tat. i feel like dun care. but something (dun know wat) in my body wan to talk to him lei..........sometimes i wan to run away by not talking to him becoz very mafan but the thing is i cannot run away from the fact that he is true and he helped me. i also realised that the things that he dun allow us to do can reduce future potential sinning activities.

recently, i see many cases of family problem cause by being unforgiving, holding on to grudges, having hatred, being self-centred, greediness and misunderstanding as they counldn't forgive and sit down to make it clear.

the bible says its ok or even be glad to be looked down or despised by the ppl because u are going through the similar things the jesus went through.

so, do love them too.

but i love dogs than human.......

i must reorganise my heart alr hahaha!